Behind every beautiful thing, there is some kind of pain..:(

I did try my hardest,I can do everything and say everything, but sometimes people just aren't worth trying over anymore...they aren't worth worrying about... hm...I don't know why my heart doesn't do what my mind tells it to..And even though the moment just passed me by, I still cant turn away... last two days, which is 12.3 was my buffday.. i waited for u all day long.. but u were not there... u didn't wish me at all.. now i know that u already throw me away from ur life.. far away..even i still have family and besties that never let me down and always be there for me, but i dont know why waiting for u is the only thing that i ever do.. knowing u was the best memory in my life time.. everything i do keeps me remind of u..

I never knew until that moment, what it was like to lose something I never really had?? Nothing hurts more than waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore...

u often told me that all good things have endings..now i got it....:'(